Ok so i need help... and most likely my "boyfriend" will read this too.

I met a guy on the internet and i have not met him yet but the way he talked to me was incredible. we both agreed that there was no point to ever lie to each other because well we were strangers. We talked like every single day for like 2 months and when we talked it was like 15 out of the 24 hours of the day. we were always texting, on the phone or on facebook. and things became apparent that despite the distance we were perfect matches for each other. He has all the characteristics i have ever looked for. I never expected to "meet" a guy who has all the qualities i was looking for in one person.
well as time went on, we learned more and more about each other and things were still strong but i was wondering if things were to good to be true. i thought it out and i asked every one i knew what i should do and they all said the same thing. "see how it works out he seems perfect." Little did i know that he was having the same thoughts too.
My family friend died on February 24, 2009 and her funeral was on February 28, 2009.. that day brandon stopped talking to me. I was devastated, not because i am the clingy type but because i needed some one to console me and he was "not available" 11 days passed and he finally sent me a text message. i was so happy to hear from my love that i did a little dance that had my younger sister concerned (lol) and we talked.
He told me he had been thinking a lot and that he was very confused. But that he still loved me. that was three days ago and things don't seem to be looking up. the worst thing of all is that i ACTUALLY LOVE THIS DAMN KID and things are TOUGH! what are your opinions? because my friends and i are out of them..

KENDRA JENKINS

For once in my pathetic excuse for a life,
Can just one thing, go the way i want it to?
No head games or simon say,
Just me and the way i want things to be.
I am tired of this cat and mouse.
Trying to make this work is like trying to tell the snow to fall in the dead of summer.
Why cant things just be easy?



because silly boy,
everything worth having is worth fighting for.



(love)
(blb)


-Kendra Jenkins
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